baby, why dont we talk anymore?
have you run out of words to say?
run out of “i love you’s”
run out of “you’re my world, ill never leave you”?
ill tell you, you can leave me without being physically gone.
your mind can leave before your body does,
thats when it hurts the most,
when i see you and kiss you and know its all empty actions,
no meaning behind them,
no feelings towards me.
soon there wont be kisses, or “i love you”s
there will be silence, empty silence
replaced with cold words and painful memories of what we had and who we were.
if you love me say it now,
tell me goodbe,
let me sit in my sorrows and bleed out,
bleed out all the cold pain and all the lies,
once im dead the lies will mean nothing,
they will be but a scar in this path of failings and suicide.
so i say, “i love you” one last time,
then i go, peacfully, quietly, slowly, and happily.